So first I have two amazing things coming up this summer!
1. BELL Program! I'm so ecstatic to be back there! The BELL is more than just a summer job to me, I love kids and working with kids so much, and to be able to work with visually impaired kids again on such an important skill to have is so great. I literally cried when I got the call about being there again!
Braille Camp Junior Mentor!
2. National NFB Convention in Orlando! Me and one of my best friends were accepted to go as part of Project STRIVE! I'm so excited! Project STRIVE has saved me in so many ways, and to be attending my second huge thing with them makes me feel like I really am important and like I can conquer this world! I love STRIVE!
I feel so blessed to have those amazing chances heading my way in just a months time! But there is something I am not so excited about...second thoughts on my decision I have made on training..
As of right now I'm scheduled to move into the dorms on July 14, and start classes on the 15th, but I'm not so sure I'm doing the right thing...
After praying multiple times on this, I just don't think I'm doing the best thing...it's a weird feeling...
So for one, I'm literally taking a whole year off school! That scares me! I'm supposed to be in school, not doing training! Ugh!!
Another thing is I literally know EVERYBODY at this training program...that's not the best thing at all...but I can't just up and leave Utah...I don't want to miss the first year of my Niece/nephew's life! That's a year I can't get back!
And I'm just not ready to face my blindness...simple as that...
I know everything will work out in the end, but I'm not sure I'm doing what's best anymore..
Why are decisions so hard to make!
